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now i m at limbang now..

i m so happy with my PMR result..

昨天（12-12-2009）我去了林宇中的音乐会。
这场音乐会真的是很棒。。
这是我在现场听到宇中唱这么多首歌，
他唱的真的很好听。
我觉得他真是个很有才华的人。
他在音乐会说的话真的很感人。
这次的音乐会是个免费的音乐会，
这也是宇中两年前的愿望现在终于实现了。
昨晚的音乐会有好多人哦。。
还有很多来自不同国家的歌迷。
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除了去宇中的音乐会，
我昨天下午也有去东于哲的最后一场的签唱会。
小东跳舞真的很好看。
我本来以为那场签唱会会比较少人，
结果我错了。。
他们俩也是林宇中音乐会的表演嘉宾。
他们唱得不错。。
我觉得小东还蛮nice的。
向他挥手他也会向你挥手

有没有寄给我是很难跟我说哈？

不懂为什么这几天我总有种怪怪的感觉。
我很怕。。
怕会发生一些事。。
我到底是怎么了。
有时我会觉得自己很孤单。
没有人可以跟我说话。。

需要每次都是骂我同样的东西。。
又什么定义的。。
如果真的像你说那样，那你就不需要问我啊！！！！！！！！！
啊～啊～啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

this few days i become so enjoy playing games..
since i m small i nt very like 2 play games...
bt maybe is 2 boring, so i go n find some games 2 play..
i play HS5 n also some facebook games...
i like cafe world..
can cook things..
n will nt feel boring..
good...

一个人如果天天都过着无所事事的日子，
那个人就会觉得很闷。
天天都觉得没有意义。
每晚要去睡觉时就会觉得还早，
反正明天也没事做。
这样的日子只是在浪费时间。
但是又不懂能做些什么。。
在忙碌的人会羡慕那些没事做的人，
可是那些没事做的也会羡慕那些有事可以让他去忙碌的事的人。
人就是这样矛盾的了。

yeah!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!
i had bought a new hp yesterday ...
i m so happy...
i already wait 4 so long time..
at the end i had bought it...
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday actually me n my mum r going 2 shopping only..
bt suddenly she asked me wan 2 buy a hp?
then she bought it 4 me..
the camera is so good...
the speaker also so nice...
i had bought W995...
let u ppl c the phone photo...

i bought the silver one...

难道要买新手机也有错吗？
只是买一架手机还要顾虑到这么多？
我只是想要买一架新手机难道我错了吗？

Y my Window Live Messeger cannot be use???
y like that??
all of my friends can use ..
only me cannot use..
stupid a...
make me cannot online...
wat wait till when i can use it ??

this evening i went 2 play badminton with two of my friends..
i had a a long time nt play le lo...
because of exam, everyday i will hav my tuition class..
that few months i only study...bt sometimes i also had online..
i wish tomorrow my leg n hand will nt hav muscle pain..
every time if hav many months nt hav play it,
then i play it again. my hand n leg will muscle pain..
the feeling is nt good..
i wish that thing will nt be happen tomorrow..
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today i go 2 school..
i already hav 4 days nt go 2 school..
today is so boring at school..
i dun wan go at tomorrow n also friday..
nth 2 do ...
just go ther n chat with friends n play some cards..
stay at home is better..
at least can do the things i like...
our school will having a trip 2 kk..
that trip is free one..
the teacher only choose lk.. n just hav 2 chinese from form 3..
actually before this i wan join the trip bt after knowing only 2 chinese n all r lk i dun wan go nw..
i think that will be a boring journey..
nt hav friends can play together..
all r lk...we must talk malay with them...
i dun wan..
bt many of the lk nt hav passport so they cannot go...
if like that i also dun wan go..
ask all the teacher 2 go lo...
i also had been go 2 kk before...
if wan 2 go 2 kk i can ask my dad bring me go..
nt need be so pity...must ask the teacher put my name in the list..
n follow them 2 go...

Today one of my friends asked me n some of my friends help her mum at one kindergarten..
when i saw those children , i suddenly feel that i saw me when i m small..
all the children will easy 2 happy n feel satisfied..
when i m same age with them me also like that..
a small thing can let me feel satisfied..
i told my mum again this things..
she said nw i wan RM1000++ handphone i just feel satisfied n happy..
all ppl will change according 2 her or his age..
this is my first time go 2 that kindergarten..
i feel very happy 2 c all the children..
bt some of the children are very naughty..
for example hav a boy in my group ..
he cannot understand chinese at all...
this made me wan 2 talk english with him..
he like 2 run here n ther...then i hav 2 chase after him..
this made me so tired...
that child keep on saying those games r too boring ..
bt he also cannot all of them very well..
i noe he is very clever n very confidence ..
bt hav 2 much confidence is nt very good lo...
today is a very special day 4 me...
bt if wan be become a kindergarten i will be crazy..

i wish i can change a new handphone for a long time le..
bt my dad dun let me do so...
nw he said can le ...
he said he will buy new handphone 4 me before i go 2 kl..
that mean is before 25 of 11 lo..
so happy!!!
i wan n97~~~
it has many functions...
bt its nt hav a nice look ...
if choose w995..
it will hav good look bt nt hav so many function o..
i m hard 2 choose nw...
so hard 2 choose a..
wan choose hav a nice look one or one with many function one le?

today i had finish read one of my book that i bought before PMR...

真的很矛盾～
还没考的时候我们一直想考完要做什么。
我们想到可以做很多事，
只是现在考完了觉得没事做
有时还觉得蛮闷的。
人有时真的很矛盾。
考完试后整个人没有了目标。
有一天我有个朋友跟我说她想有考试，
那么她就会有目标去努力。
但是考试真的很累和有很多的压力。
可是有谁是没有压力的啊？！

为什么当初我会要去这间学校呢？
我真的非常的后悔我当初的选择。
HAIZ~~~~~~~HAIZ~~~~~
这样不行那样不行。
我真的很讨厌了。
一下下又说什么加什么分，
然后又说什么几分就被GANTUNG
这到底是什么笨学校啊！！
人家考完试还要我们去学校叫我们上明年的课。
我知道那个校长没有孩子，
她是永远不会懂我们的。
真是令人厌。
我们只是一天没去就要加三分，
可是FORM5的一个星期只去一天都没事。
去死啦。
这样的学校一天到晚只会要破记录。
你们来做学生啦。
一天到晚要我们以这种笨学校为荣。
有什么好骄傲的。
做这间学校的学生是倒霉啊！！！！！！！！！！！

太好了，我终于挨完了。。
真好不用再过那些这么大压力的日子了。。
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本来我昨天是很开心的很朋友去庆祝的，
不过我和两人朋友等其他人等得很闷，
所以我们就去走走。。
走走着我的手表跟我的朋友的手表相撞。
结果我的手表就这样花了。。
当时我超心痛的。
我是一个很喜欢手表的人，
见到我的手表花了，我差点就哭了出来。。
我知道我的那个朋友觉得很不好意思，
其实这也不是她的错只能说是意外。。
她的手表要也点花~~~
算了吧发生这样的事也没有想。。

我好烦啊！！
不懂为什么我一直都无法将书法写好？
无论我一直重复练习，结果还是一样。。
我不懂要怎么办了
我的朋友都能写出漂亮的书法。
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只剩下十多天就好考PMR了。。
我好怕哦。
我一直问自己是不是已经准备好了吗？
其实我自己也不懂哦。
我好像觉得大部份的东西我都会了。。
我这几个月也做了蛮多的练习。
我想我已经做够多的练习了吧。。
我还蛮担心我的某些科目的。。
祝我自己好运^^

还有不到一个月的时间就要考试了。。
三年的努力就看这一次了。
想起在今年年头的时候我还很考试早点到，
但现在的我却不是这样想了。。
想到要考试我就很怕。
我不想让我对我有期望的人失望。

那天我跟我的一个朋友说我在个考试那个部份拿几分而这次的预考我拿几分。。
我还说下次要拿几分。
突然间我才想起下次就是PMR了。
我觉得很累。
我想这一切快点结束。
这样我就能休息了。

r u my friend?i really wan 2 noe about that...
u like 2 look down at all the ppl..
in ur heart who is ur friend a?
or u just feel that u r the best..
other ppl is nt important..
this world only hav u r already enough?
y u like that a?
actually u r nt so important a.....
dun think u r the best in this world..
this make ppl hate u very very much a...
if u continue like that at the end u will nt hav any friends..
maybe nw u hav many friends..
bt actually them only acting maybe they hate u very much..
only u dunno the truth
i dun wan be ur enemy..
we r friend from 4 years old till nw..
nw i really dunno wat can do..help can teach me a?

I had bought one ODM link last sunday..
so happy a..
before this i think that i nt chance wear the watch bt nw i can buy it..
so happy a....
i had choose one black one...


n i had set the word nothing is impossible..
for me this sentences hav a special meaning...
i like this sentences very much..
hehe....

so bad that black one hav some problem...
the time will be slow n slower..
so today i take that watch back 2 that shop ....
my parent wan that guy change 1 new 1 4 me...
at the begining that guy dun wan change 4 me 1...
bt at the end he also change it...
heheheh....
last sunday i saw orange n black 1...
that guy ask me 2 change the orange 1 bt i dun wan i wan the white 1..
he is so surprise he think i like the orange 1...
n he said he wan call his boss again..
bt the the end he also change it la....
nw my watch is white 1...
actually i like that white 1 more.
..

i also change the word .....
because many of my friends asked me y i wan put that sentences..
then i change it lo....

yeah!!!!!!yeah!!!!
today is my last day of gerak gempur finish le...
can rest le...
bt hav many homework wan 2 do..
those teacher scare we feel boring while the holiday ..
so get us many homeworks..
after giving the homeworks she asked us 2 enjoy the holiday..
something wrong la...hav so many homeworks how can we enjoy our holiday a???
two weeks later we will hav our next gerak gempur ....
everyday exam...
will be crazy soon~~~~~~~~
nt time 2 rest avymore....

today is first day of my exam...
i feel that this time exam question is more easy than the PKS .....
bt i scare my essay will "li tai"..

today my chinese teacher wear one red cloth o...
that cloth is same as my mum one just the colour is different..
some of my friend asked her is she wan celebrate chinese new year?
they r so bad..
bt she dress really like wan celebrate chinese new year...
the teacher sometime really dress very funny one...
that day one of my friend told me that one day she saw my teacher then she keep on laughing..
actually i also nt very like her a..
she teach us like teach the primarily school student a...
hei...we r secondary school student nw..
nt primarily..
r u noe???????

那些人真是！！
每年都有烧烧。。
结果受苦的还不是我们。。。
有什么好烧烧的？
现在我看出去外面好像是在云顶哦。
但是这里是热的，可是云顶是冷的。
在这还可以嗅到烟味。。
气温也一直的在升高。。
真是的。。
这一次，一定有很多人会生病了。
我也生病了。。
我的喉咙也开始痛了。。
声音也变了。。
我非常的讨厌他们那些天天烧烧稻田的人。。
我要快点下雨。。。
将烟雾消灭掉

sometime will hav something really cannot tell others...
soemtime really nt hav good feeling ..
if always put those words in heart..
bt sometime really hav something only can put in heart..
sometime i wish i can say them out.
bt all the time at the end i will just put in heart..
i dun wan my friends noe those things..
only me noe the things already enough..

My PKS 2 result hav improve,
My geo at the end can get A le..
i m so happy.last time my geo just get about 60 only...
n this mean hav uses if we do more exercise..
so i will continue do many exercise..
i get A this make me believe myself can get A le...
Bt our gerak gempur is just at the corner ..
just left almost one week time again...
hope i can do better than this time....excepting my math..
this time my math hav drop too much a...
i m very sad at my math marks..
i dunno y all the time i cannot do well in my math..
y?????y???????
i really dunno wat is the reason..
from primarily school till nw almost all the times at the exam i will nt do well...
tomorrow hav go 2 school ,
haiz lo saturday also wan 2 school so boring a....
i feel that i m very lazy nw..

H1N1 getting serious n serious nowaday at where i stay...
me here hav five secondary school n already hav four or them had been closed because of this disease including my school...
i m so worry at this disease nw...
dunno when it can be control..
this is the first time the place i stay hav this type of dangerous disease,
actually before that i just feel that this disease will nt come 2 here.
nt need 2 be worry..
bt nw i noe it will come,
n i think nw is very serious at here..
i hav so many days nt go out le,
everyday at home so boring a....
i m worry about my exam result le...
n i will sit for my PMR gerak gempur PRE 2 soon
just leave two weeks...
so scare a...
i actually how is my standand...
is A, B C or D...
this because of sometime i will get a good marks bt sometime nt good.....
i hope i can maintain my result all the times...

My school had been closed from today till next thursday..
my school hav 15 students hav H1N1..
this make my school closed...
all of the students n teachers must stay at home from today till next thursday,
all of us cannot go out..
wan stay at home for so long time a...
wan crazy le lo....
before this, i just feel that this disease will not hav at my school..
bt today when the report of those students out.
i feel that this disease is so serius at whole world including the place me stay..
we cannot go 2 all the activities including cannot go 2 tuition n all the party..
we also cannot go shopping....

today about 11 olcock,
hav one ppl from jabatan kesihatan went 2 our class.
she asked we filled one form..
she did not tell wat is the form about..
then, after we filled she just told us the form is about we must stay at home one,
if we did not did like that we will be jar.......
so bad~~~~~~~~~

i hate exam!!!
i hate the feel when i noe my result.........
y should we sit for exam????
we just study for exam???????
i really cannot get the actual aim we study a..
i feel that we just study 4 our exam...
if like that wat use if we study???
nt use at all....
bt nowaday is like that one..
we just study 4 study,
we will not study if this is nt exam..
now we just like a thing which study 4 exam..
n those thing we will forget after the exam..
n we will feel stress when is coming..
we will work hard 4 prepare the exam...
we will nt use those thing at our real life....
i dun wan exam...
y we cannot cancel the exam????
exam make me so stress n tired...
i dun wan exam at all....

今天是我考試的第一天。。
我覺得這一次應該不會很好了﹐
試卷一有很多不會。
最慘的是有幾題是之前我們的老師給我們做過的﹐
可是我有些已經忘了答案。
可能上次錯的﹐這一次還是會錯。
試卷二也沒有很好。
最後一個部份我不大會做。。
那個老師竟然出PLOT。。
KLIMAKS N PELERAIAN。
我說我寫的是KLIMAKS可是我的朋友說她寫才是KLIMAKS。。
如果她對我就錯﹐我對她就錯。
我當然是希望是我對啊。
昨晚我媽跟我說她覺得我一定會那八個A﹐
原因很簡單因為我是她的女兒。
我有被她這段話嚇到了。。
我很怕﹐
現在距離PMR越來越近了﹐
我覺得自己還沒有完全準備好﹐
該怎麼辦才好的

Yesterday, all form 3 student in my school hav injection........
that injection so pain a..........
i keep on bleeding till my cloth hav blood a ........
hav two ppl cry.....
one is my friend n one is a lakia in my class...
i can laugh happily when injection n after it...
i think this is the first time i feel like that when i m having injection....
that friend who cry is so cute a...
when she finish injection, she asked one of my friend take a tissue for her.
then, my friend start 2 play with her...
after that, she started 2 cry...
at the time, all of us feel surprise............
my hand still pain by now......
dunno when it will not pain a........

我朋友有很多都開始談戀愛。。
我覺得戀愛是會對學業有一定的影響的﹐
只是看多還是少而已。
他們有些好像都不跟他們的朋友在一起了﹐
天天在學校只跟自己的男友或女友在一起。
有些只是他或她的男或女友不跟他或她在一起才會跟他的朋友一起說話。。
這樣他們的生命裡不是只有他的男友或女友~~~

Today is the second week of my holiday le,
next week school will be reopen ...
whole the day just tuition n stay at home,
very boring a..
nothing 2 do..
i m lazy 2 do my revision..
yesterday is wan chean' s concert eh..
that is the concert that is i m looking toward 2 go,
but at the end i also cannot go...
i wish that wan chean will be hav the second concert,
then i will ask my mum bring me go..
yesterday, i go 2 miri..
my mum ask me 2 c which o.d.m watch that i like,
then she buy it 2 me,
but at the end i not buy it..
now i feel that, that time i m so stupid a..
actually i ask my mum 2 buy me the watch since end of last year till now,
but when my mum wan buy it 2 me i not buy it..
haiz......
bye o.d.m watch..
but my mum say she will buy it 2 me when we go 2 kl,
i still wan wait for many months...haiz...
watch wait for me a,
i will bring u home

y the teacher always like 2 giv the chance 2 the ppl he noe?

n everytime will be the same ppl...

this is very unfair 2 other ppl...

besides,some teacher also good with those student come from a rich family,

n they will not good with those student who come from a poor family..

one time, my class hav one student ,then the new student tell my ps teacher that her dad work in Brunei..

Then, the teacher is very like her le..

actually my dad also work in Brunei a..

only her dad work in Brunei meh???

just Brunei so wat????

i go 2 Brunei from i m very young,

before i come 2 Limbang about my 4 years old i m stay in Brunei...

y i m so stupid a?
last friday, i had bought a reload card RM30,
then i not yet reload it.
i put it in my jean.
n my mum giv it 2 wash.
n now the card already cannot be use,
haiz ...
this is the second time i do this thing,
the first time i put two reload card in the pocket
then my mum also giv my jean 2 washed,
the card also cannot be use..
haiz lo.....

Tomorrow is mothers" day,

I hate my school guru kokurikulum..

I feel many ppl hate me ....

This thursday hav one ppl went 2 our school,

At the end i also cannot go....

My dad already said can let me go 2 Wan Chean Concert,

我很想去莞倩的音乐会,

This week i faced many not happy things....

My PKS 1 just left one paper,

什么是第三者？？

I hate exam very much...

我痛恨自己没有在醒来的时候叫醒他，我心疼的让他再睡一下,他就永远得睡过去了。我最欣赏他的认真负责，成了看不见的杀手, 该怨谁？恨谁？怪谁呢？